It's the lady's fault. And the machine.

I know I'm a malaysian, live in Shah Alam. But what is the worst thing ever happened than being lost in my own state?! yes, being lost is the worst. IN MY OWN STATE pula tu πŸ˜’ I've been planning with my friend to hang out on thursday, being a person who have a license but not confident enough to drive as I am, I chose to take LRT train. Tbh, we are both noob and a loser when it comes to public transportation. Anyway, we did get there with LRT. After a few hesitation and thinking where platform to get into, we finally get the idea soo we went into it and sit peacefully and calmly to reach the destination until... THE LADY in the train who annoyingly tells us what place we're in and what station we're going after this, mistook our station. We supposed to get down at ioi puchong but she said that the wrong station is ioi puchong when actually it's not. It's puchong perdana but we didn't realise it at that moment so we both get down and only saw neighbourhood area and not the mall πŸ˜• We paid AGAIN to go to correct platform anddd off we goo to the mall! Reaching the mall, I searched for an ATM machine to withdraw money cause I have zero money at that moment and guess what, all the ATM machine RAN OUT OF MONEY. I'm so pissed off, my stomach growling, wanting to be feed but how do I eat with no cash?😟I seiously wanted to burnt the mall down. My friend calmed me down, and we search and search and search the whole mall for ATM machine and yes, we found one after few hours of searching πŸ’’Our legs hurt like hell and thus, my story with our plan to have a perfect hang out session. Sounds like a plan huh?

sweet 18. or is it not sweet ? 😫

well guys, now I'm 18. can you believe it?! yeah, me neither.So much is going on, I graduated from highschool, went into college and stuff like that. Growing up is not easy, I always thought growing up is fun, but meh, I'm always tired and the thing that is constantly on my mind nowadays is only SLEEP, SLEEP AND SLEEP. I need more sleep though but just like other teens feels, I can't. I don;t know why but argh I can't explain. If you're a teen, then you know how I feel 😧and being in college is seriously not fun. I got lied by people who told me college is fun well, maybe it's because I went into matriculation which is a fast track to degree, and yes, it is really fast. ALL things going on in that mariculation is fast. just imagine, the lecturers finished all 44 slides just in an hour! 😭WHY DID I GET INTO MATRICULATION? OH GOD WHYY but yeah whatever is done, cannot be undone. I have to face it. Thank god only left one semester. Oh yeah I forgot to tell you I am now in a sem break. Hence, the time that I got for this blog. I usually don't lunch when I'm in matriculation cause for God sake I don't have time. class from 8 am to 4 pm everyday,if you're lucky the lecturers will do extra class at night. The only time that I got is at night, that is only the time left for you to do dinner,  assignments, tutorials. If you want to get into matriculation, think twice. I definitely doesn't think twice before. But if you're strong enough, I dont think you have probs getting into matriculation. I am not though. I cried a day before final because I was too stressed. But, with a little faith left in me, I went through it. Matriculation is not that bad la, but you will get stressed. Trust me you will. Get back up after you're down and for muslims, turn to Allah. Inshaa'Allah everything will be okay but seriously though if you ask me, if I could turned back the time, I wouldnt chose matriculation programme. Tapi, setiap yang berlaku ada hikmahnya kan. I know there's a good reason why I'm here. Okayyyy enough about college. Ever since my friends and I finished highschool, we RARELY talk and meet which is really saddening. I miss them though. One friend of mine got into the same matriculation as I do but yeah we are not as close as we are in highschool. I got other friends here, she got other friends, we're in separate class. we got into a little fight and pooff everything changed since then 😢 can't blame anyone for this. And, another friend of mine went into form 6 but she was accepted into UITM segamat recently and I'm so happy for her!! hope everything goes well for her πŸ’“