I'm engaged!

 Hellooooooo is anyone still here, reading/writing blog? it's 2024! it is craaaaaazy how do we got here? things have changed a lot, and I'm not talking only about me, the whole word changes now with all the new apps tiktok and whatnot, believe me I couldn't keep up either! 😆still a basic b who sticks with twitter (it's called X now) and instagram, kikiki but I would come to tiktok once in a while to shop hshshs

Well, where do I start? I am now 26, currently in my last semester of postgrad while still working as a lecturer at a new institution hehee and...  also planning a wedding at the same time (if you can't tell, yep, I am dying).... yep you read it right folks, I am engaged, girly is a fiance now 😜 who would have thought hiuhiu

used to rant about my lonely & desperate life here but now look where we are. there sure is silver lining for everything that has happened. If you are now in your lowest time and you think you would not have survived, you absolutely can! just go through with everything you have been feeling, you will come back better and stronger than ever, trust me. feelings are temporary babes. I hope you are as happy as much as I am. sure, there are bad days, but don't let it rain on your good days okay? Till next time folks x 

Am I boring now?

 Hi all, pardon me if this feels too formal of me, I am just so used to this opening ever since I'm working bhahaha, I guess I did tell you guys that I'm a lecturer now somewhere at a private college rightt, so thats how I interact inside a classroom 😆 not like ssupp, obviously i can't huhu. 

Being a young academician I need to act more mature than my age or else the students won't take me seriously, and somehow that has shaped me into a different person now. The way I think, talk and act is just so... boring? Not complaining though, I really enjoy teaching and my work now but its a constant for me so nothing really changes for the past 2 years. 

Am i being ungrateful again? being a human is so hard. the feelings you keep on having... blergh. Okay enough about work yada yada yada 

My 2 bestfriends got married this year and I'm sooooo happy for them. I'm at that age where everyone just keeps getting married hahaha sweet 25 am I right. Felt just like yesterday we graduated high school. So much stupidly fun memories, good old times. Things change, it must. It is an inevitable change, although I am still stuck at the same line. But I'm sure my time will come. What is it you're asking? Could be anything, not just marriage. I'm not hung up on getting married though, cause I don't think I'm ready for that big change of role and responsibilities whew but there's always a first time for everyone kan. 

I don't really write as much as I used to, I don't read that much either but I'm trying to. That is why sometimes I feel like I'm even foolish now cause my mind doesn't wander. That is also why I decided to further study as well. I need new fresh things being thrown at me, desperately lol. 

Okay I think that's quite an elaborate update and I'm yawning (it's 2 am!)  I'm going to stop now, till then! Bye x